Quitting blog till 14th November 2009

Quitting blogging - study time

Been wasting too much time picture editing, uploading and posting.

DeepSh!t now

Challenge v2

Hope I can bounce back like this droplet of water

Challenge

Facing challenges now : AS English , AS German, and Intec internal finals

What should I do?
Do what I am obligated to do

just like the wave obligated to be formed..

There's few pictures to be uploaded, shall it be done in between my breaks.

off i go

Screwed!!

Roasted my maths, grilled my english.

I'm DONE. Deep shit

Restless Mind

Sometimes to make our mind calm is to be restless, dont you agree?
I can't wait to agree that..

My mind is turning and spinning and jumping and rolling off the bed.
I woke up in the night and could sleep no more.
I kept my eyes close but images keep on turning up and so.
Dont be afraid, those images is not people with dark eyes and blood dripping or whatsoever,
It's about my "future",

It's a huge variety of images, triggered by questions like :
What I would be in 10 years time? What engineering should I take on? What is my actual interest?
What will happen tomorrow?(I'm getting something for myself)
Will I get robbed? What should I be careful of?
How should I bargain with the seller? What tactics should I use?
Will my relationship with Shuang last? (this doesn't mean I'm having problem with her. We're totally fine, worry not)
How will my Korea trip turn out to be? Where should I visit? (I have already short listed few places. Now choosing em) Should I book the accommodation in advance?
How's the Langkawi trip gonna be? Should I continue a backpacking trip after Langkawi trip? How will Kedah's paddy field looks like?
How good if Yik Chen and People join me with that?
Who will join? who will not?
How am I going to complete my work during this Holiday? What is my plan could not be followed?
Can I pass AS english? How about AS german? Internal exams?

Hey.. come to think about it, there's so many questions!!
And the list goes on... and on..

I came to a point where.. I realise - I did not think about these when I'm busy, especially I am busy.
I think I did well for myself during the period when Shuang left to Korea - I made myself REALLY busy, I'm serious. I dont have time to think, I did not shed much tears than I thought, except nights like this. In the middle of the Holiday.
Now I'm getting used to it, which is a good thing.

There's always questions in our life, which made it more interesting that ever. I could not deny that, as He made it that way, I guess. Hence, like Esmond said - we have our limitations, He doesn't. We're so powerless.
I have to admit that there's a period of time where I'm too busy with things, that I felt so far from Him, which accompanied me all the time. I believe Esmond knew it, right? Thanks Esmond for being such a good friend with me all the time, good or bad one.

Now, I'll do my part, and let Him decide my tomorrow.

I'm back, and You got my word. Really.

To my Dad, Mum, Brother, Families, Friends,

Life's ever changing and evolving. But there's 1 thing that doesn't change :
It's the bond, between you and me.
I love, and treasure you, for you came into my life and made it different in any way.
And please forgive me for my wrongdoing.

Good night, or morning. Waiting for a beloved call @ 9.00 a.m. :)