Last CNY before Germany

Sad but true, this is my last Chinese New Year celebration in Malaysia

IF :

1) I pass my a-levels cut off point
2) I pass my DSH
3) I do nothing stupid that makes JPA send me away

I just hope this year's CNY will be merrier, happier, more gambling, more laughter.

Let me cry and cry and sob and sob next year, but this year, I WANT FUN

and study too. stupid trials is two weeks away.

Nevertheless, that should not stop me from collecting more angpau. East malaysian friends please request your parents for me for my angpaus, cause you gonna get from my parents [if u visit me].

Thx in advance.

Happy Valentines and CNY - Shuang

I'm sorry but I cannot be with you this very day
But my Heart is

Happy Valentines!!

Don't cry liao :)

A Message

There's something in my mind that disturbs it constantly. I regreted for something I did, or something I have not done. And this remorse feeling conquered me and I lost, I lost without a battle. It's like trying to be dry under a heavy downpour, trying to be clean in a pool of mud. I struggled and struggled and struggled. I tried to run away, I sleep for long hours, I avoid, but it all fails to comfort me. It just does not fills into my heart, there's something empty, there's something.. just something not right..

Then I read the Words, It reads the forgiveness, the forgiveness that given to us when it's not suppose to. Every I fall, I cried.. Why have I not forgive myself?

It's hard to forgive others, and it's harder to forgive myself. I should've went to the dentist earlier, I should've listened, I should've..... saved my tooth.

But the fact is, I didn't. I delayed, PROCASTINATED, and the effort to save that lil cute tooth is wasted.

So now, I'll declare war on the idiot : PROCASTINATION and befriend FORGIVENESS.

*although it's not the first time i declare such war XD

Anyway, had a great potluck with some Intec friends, majority from A-level medicine. Special thanks to Qi Ying and her dedicated friends which made the event. Some gathering sometimes is always refreshing for a moody and painful day. THANKS QI YING & FRIENDS for inviting(although I'm invited cause Yik Chen's invited) and a wonderful time there.

I dont know whose hands are those..

I'm sure the mosquitoes wanted to thank them too.. XD

My laptop's having an affair

I'm quite sure she's having an affair with someone else. It keep dozing off when I'm using it! Running for unknown processes.

I'm gonna do it once and for all. I'll reformat you, laptop!!

Last week was a hectic and dramatic week. It taught me the reality once again, which I've been trying to avoid.

I will not bring my last week's mood to pollute this week's mood! :)

Someone is being missed. Ah.. another 6 months to wait.

Pimples

As per title,

I was blessed with a great, humongous, ubersome pimples right under my right eye close to my nose. This small little baby is really big, to my memories, there's been minimum 3 years since I last had such thing dangling over my face. Why would I write about these disgusting pimples? There's a honorable reason behind this : Because it is a test subject for my crazy friend - Joanne Tay

I was given a test-tube like plastic tube with a cotton stick attached to the cover of the tube. And you guess the rest what would I do with it..

No pictures given, because I wanna keep the foods you ate in your stomach. But hey, I'm contributing to the human medical field!! (or to Joanne's project) I prefer the 1st one since it sound cooler. Who's Joanne? no body!

CNY is coming very soon, but my mood for it is really dim. Blame the trials 1 week after CNY -.-